Hindsight

So i've been thinking...I recently got asked out on a date. I said yes, and I am going to go but I seriously do not see myself in another serious relationship. I just don't really trust men like that anymore. They are either gay and acting like they are straight, or they are assholes, liars, cheaters, lazy etc. I am by no means saying I want to be with a chick. I'm just saying that it is going to take a lot for me to want some guy to be in my life on that level. I have my one friend that I hook up with, not really on a regular basis, but we hang, we do what we do and that's it. No expectation, just a few hours of companionship. Men, they are changing more and more these days. They are just so full of shit. Looking back on past relationships I have not had a good interaction with the opposite sex. PERIOD!! In all my relationships I gave my all and received nothing in return, nothing but heartache. Eventually they all realized what they gave up and made an attempt to come back. Once I am done I am done though. I move on! Now I am focusing on my and my family. Trying hard to get in shape, develop my sewing skill and finish my degree. One day I will sit back and look at where I have come from and realize that this is what's best. Men are for friendship, maybe a quick romp, but that is it!