I woke up with a lot on my mind. I feel terrible about what happened between me and my carebear. Now I'm concerned he'll always look at me sideways. I think it looks like I have ulterior motives, but nothing could be farther from the truth. Just when I feel like I can open myself up to my feelings...I say something that gets totally twisted off its ass and misconstrued. I'm hoping we can still be cool. This hurts and I feel bad because now someone I really care for doesn't trust me. I hope in time I can show that I'm not a bad person. Considering sharing my blog with him...but I doubt he'd even read it at this point 😞
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