Heartbroken...

What is the world coming to?
I'm so over the dumb shit. Folks want you to give your all for nothing. I'm so cool on this shit. Finding a cool guy must not be in the cards for me. Like I said before I'm an aggressive lover, I want to be able to be me without fear of being taken advantage of. I'm so frustrated I want to cry. I'm not side chick material, no one wants to take you seriously these days...I'm over it, like really really over it. I'm not trying to defraud no dude. I'm not out to get nobody, I just want to be able to love hard and fierce and to be loved back in return. But all I'm good for I guess is sexual stuff. My cousin was right...I just hope it only seems that way. My sexuality is more appealing than my heart and that really hurts 💔