Friday, February 20, 2015

This is old

SOOOOOOO, what do you do when you feel like your in love with someone, but not completely sure of their intent? Only because all the signs conflict with each other and there really isn't a way to tell which signs you should pay attention to. Some signs point to that person seriously caring for you...while others point toward him just biding his time? I don't know how to feel right now. I want so much to believe that this is not the case, but because my heart has been toyed with so many times before I cant. I want so much to let go and just give of myself. But I wont. Wouldn't be the right thing to do. I cant even bring myself to tell him I love him, it's slipped out a few times but I don't think it was caught.

I YI YI, I think what I am going to do is whip out a sheet of paper and weight the pros and the cons of the situation. I'm sincerely making an effort not to trip. Trying to ignore the what if's and just do what is in my heart for me to do. My past is so much a part of me it's ridiculous! I think the best course of action at this point is really no action at all.

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