Love?...me??

I think I am in love, and that scares the shit out of me. I don't want to deal with what I'm feeling right now. I hate that I can be so sappy. So open hearted and loving. There are some uncertainties I don't know how to address. I feel like if I keep inquiring about such things I'll give the impression I'm
in a hurry to settle down and all the fun will be sucked out of what we have now. So far all I ever dreamt of in a man I've found. That scares me...I have to chill out, just wait and see what this turns into.