Amped

Very motivated! Bout to really get it in at the gym. It's leg day, about to go real hard.

What's in a number

I've been in the gym mite often than not. I weigh this morning and once again in still up there. I can't say all my eating habits are great but I am aware. I look cool though, I'm not totally disappointed. Most of my clothes fit great. I'm going to keep going, I'll find my way out off this rut one way or another.

All I want

I just want to lay in bed all day. Watch movies and just chill out. Not do anything significant at all. Just a lazy day where the kids can play and watch tv. Let's see how this goes.

post christmas

Back from a workout about to go to the grocery store so that i can cook tonight's dinner. The gym was really cool. I did'nt want to go but I did and I am glad I did. Looking a pictures I took yesterday I see a difference. I didn't look as big as I usually do in photo's I take. I can say, that if I keep it up, even if I go slow that by summer I should be in pretty good shape. we shall see!

WTF

Out of all the treadmills in this gym she just HAS to be by me. Talking on the damn phone. What part of the game?

Tired

In bed early tonight, plans...what plans? Yeah those fell apart. Had a great evening with the kids. I hope they remember these times better than bad times. Arm day tomorrow, I plan on going hard!! my arms are still sore from last week. I'm done.

I made the right choice

I really didn't want to get out of bed this morning to work out. But I'm glad I did. All hot showered up back in bed. I saw a saying that said once you get up you won't regret it and I rarely do. I intended to just to cardio. Kind of a exercise offering so I wouldn't feel guilty, but I did way more than that and I'm happy I did. Time to go back to sleep though.

Sew on and sew on

Back on the sewing machine, made my lovey a hoodie. He's been asking me for 2 weeks too make it and finally today I got it done. It was a quick project and my first time making one. Very happy with the results.

Not feeling it...not one but

Up, annoyed...really don't want to go workout, but I'll go anyway. Doing some punk ass cardio has to be better than sitting on the couch. Either way I'm inching closer to my goal. Focusing on fitness rather than the number on my scale. An hour on the elliptical has to be worth something in my quest. Still months and months away from summer. As long as I don't give up, I should do great.

Finals...aaaaaahhhhhhh!

Getting ready to take part one of a 2 part algebra final. Studying didn't help, the darn computer wouldn't spit out my results. I'm hoping I can still make out with a C. Dear Lord please help me, I can't do this out anything without you. I've seriously been on one...

chillin

Chillin at the end of the day with the kids. They are having cocoa and me cheap wine from the other day. Today was rough. Still working on them bills, but my sister and good friend helped out. Going to light the fire place and just chill in the living room watching cartoons with these 4 little people I love so much. That's a good night in my book

Ugh

Blow out email argument...punished myself as the gym. Decisions made, things to do. God is faithful even when I'm not. Grateful!

Pissed

I receive absolutely no child support from my ex husband, NONE. Times are very hard right now. I'm dealing with 2 shut off notices. One for water, one for gas. Borrowed a few bucks for the water, now gotta figure out the gas. I'm exercising my frustration away. I really want to cry though.

Woo sah

Standing at the stove, caramelizing onions for tonight's dinner which happens to be turkey burger sliders. Easy enough. Season the meat, press it out onto a cookie sheet and set that baby in the oven. Hawaiian sweet rolls for the buns. Add cheese and a pickle your in the game. I'm stressed. Ready to get on this sewing machine and get my creative juices flowing....that and sip a glass of red wine. Ear buds in and zone out.

Blah

Convince myself to get up and go to the gym. Had a decent work out. Now in laying in bed hungry wondering if I should go to school today. I'm sure I'll go. Can't skip out, semester is almost over. I guess I'll go make some thing eat now. Ho hum

Bills Bills Bills

Today is Bill day. I'm grateful I have the means to pay them. I likes me a little extra from time to time. Definitely getting my nail done. I promised the kids cocoa so I have to deliver on that to.

Night night

So ready to go to bed. Did a lot of my homework and I'm proud of myself. I'm feeling fine. No gym tomorrow, I'm extremely sore. Back on Wednesday, these will be my two rest days. I did great with my eating today. I'm looking forward to my new body.

Baaaaa

I'm in a pissy mood this morning. Not physically but mentally. Woke up with troubling thoughts, but the show must go on. Off to school I go...the kids and I. Back to the grind.